ITS FRIDAY!
I can't believe a week has passed... but I thank God for it.

I've learned that its taking me a long time to become the person that I want to be.

Do not be afraid of those who kill the body but cannot kill the soul.
Rather, be afraid of the One who can destroy both soul and body and hell.
Matthew 10:28

Therefore, ther is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus,
because through Christ Jesus the law of the Spirit of life set me free from
the law of sin and death.
Romans 8:1-2

9 days...

I've dealt with my ghosts and faced all my demons
Finally content with a past I regret
I’ve found you find strength in your moments of weakness
For once I’m at peace with myself
I’ve been burdened with blame, trapped in the past for too long
I’m movin’ on

I’ve lived in this place and I know all the faces
Each one is different but they’re always the same
They mean no harm but it’s time that I face it
They’ll never allow me to change
But I never dreamed home would end up where I don’t belong
I’m movin’ on

I’m movin’ on
At last I can see life has been patiently waiting for me
And I know there’s no guarentee’s, but I’m not alone
There comes a time in everyone’s life
When all you can see are the years passing by
And I have made up my mind that those days are gone

I sold what I could and packed what I couldn’t
Stopped to fill up on my way out of town
I’ve loved like I should but lived like
I shouldn’t
I had to lose everything to find out
Maybe forgiveness will find me somewhere down this road
I’m movin’ on

I’m movin’ on
I’m movin’ on.

Thanks so much to Rascal Flatts for singing the words that seem to fit my life recently.
I really have been feeling this way a lot lately and I really do think its time to move on.
I just wish I was at a point in my life at which I could move on, where I could leave the
places that make me feel trapped. If you've been hanging out with me lately or just
noticed that somethings up... chances are this is it.

10 days...

write the vision
make it plain
that they may run
and not faint.

and though the vision
is only for awhile
it shall speak
and not lie.

for if the Lord said it
you can count on it
He will do just what he said.

I am so crabby and I don't know why. I feel empty and alone. I just wanna go to sleep forever . I think I'm gonna cry.